azraelz_angel ([personal profile] azraelz_angel) wrote2007-12-17 10:20 am

Update on the boy

So, I have been in contact with my mysterious match.com boy (read about it here).

We've emailed back and forth once and then I gave him my phone number. And we have set up a date for Tuesday night. He suggested Mexican - yay! a boy after my own heart (though I only eat like chicken tacos and nachos) - I'm going to have to pass on the onions though (damn it, love them).

Do ya'll know how long it's been since I've been out on a date? Years. I'm not even sure how to date. I was thinking about it last night, and freaking out a little, but then just decided 'what the hell'. He'll either like me or he won't.

I'll keep you all updated as it goes along.

[identity profile] exposed1.livejournal.com 2007-12-17 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY! A date! *high fives* That's so exciting sweetie!

[identity profile] azraelz-angel.livejournal.com 2007-12-17 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
*high fives back*

I'm excited, and then I'm nervous, and then I'm excited.

And my dumb mother, I tell her that I'm super-excited that this guy took the time to track me down, and she says "Well I'm sure you're regretting gaining all that weight back and not having a chance to lose it yet, aren't you?"

I hung up on her.

So, now I'm all self-conscious about my weight. I'm a few pounds heavier than I was a year ago. And I know it shows, but damn it - I was happy and now I'm self-conscious. Way to flippin' go, Mom!

[identity profile] exposed1.livejournal.com 2007-12-17 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
What a thing to say. A HORRIBLE MEAN thing to say.

I've seen pictures and you looked fabu!! Don't worry and get all self-conscious! You're going to have so much fun and dud, he tracked you down! That's just... well it doesn't happen often, or at least I never hear about that stuff occurring.

[identity profile] azraelz-angel.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!!

I haven't figured out my mother. She can be one of my best friends at times and then others I want to put my hands around her neck and shake her. Seriously, it's been like this ever since I was old enough to understand. We have a love/hate/love/hate kinda relationship.

I'm nervous but I know I'm going to have a good time.

I'll keep you updated as it goes along.